Elaboration

You were on to something when you called out the fact I'd go back. Good call - its not THE biggest thing, but its significant. It speaks to the fact that I'm incredibly nostalgic, and don't like to lose peices of my life that Ive picked up along the way. It also implies that I enjoy both the adrenaline of being in an awkward situation and the sadness it can bring. This is where the big point lies - I'd ultimately LOVE this vantage and would love being the centre of attention in this context. I'd love the awkwardness, the listless feelings, the nostalgia, the hurt, the potential for disaster. I'd love to speak to those who have been in my life but are not anymore. I'd love a chance to make it all ok. I'd love the chance to remember all that each entailed.

enuf for now - there is more tho...Concepts of exposure, Worlds colliding and emancipation maybe (albeit to a lesser degree)